Waking up to a sunny yet snowy morning while my kiddos entertain themselves it’s finally time get out of bed and start the day. Adam is in NYC at a conference and I’m holding down the fort.

I still feel tired, and the swelling in my joints suck! It’s probably the chips and salsa I ate at midnight, not even realizing, but really did, what I was doing. It wasn’t until after 1 am that I put myself to bed. Why? The Gilmore girls is NOT that entertaining. Seriously!

Even though it was 9am I felt in my heart that I needed to grab my 9 yr old and hold her close. Even with her warm snuggles I felt anxious and wide awake. Eventually, I let myself sleep and here we are. Tired and dissatisfied with where I am.

I thought this health journey was going to be different. I thought my foot would be better by now. And then theres the eating…my eating to fuel and feel great. To build strength and lose the fat literally weighing on my bones. I just can’t get out of my head. Argh!

No! Today, I set that aside! I am going to do a short workout (boot and all) and make this day the best I can. Today’s mantra “Act the way you want to feel and you’ll feel the way you act.”

Wish me success!